ellen

For all of you who cares, I don't feel very well today. I have this huge clump in my chest and stomach. In my throat there's this rock that makes it hard to breath and I just want to cry. I really don't know why cause deep inside of me I know that these things takes time, these things don't rush. I want it so badly that I let my emotions fly away to wonderland and believe that everything will happen like snap, just like that. I always want what I can't have, at least it feels like it...